Drying my Tears

Things don’t feel like they should.
Or maybe things just feel different.
Things feel like they are falling apart all around me.
Whatever it is, I feel as if I can’t stop it.

I sit here thinking of both the past and the present.
I feel the tears rolling down my face.
As if waterfalls came out of nowhere.
I feel as if I can’t stop it.

I put away his things.
Thinking that maybe it will help.
But the pain is still here.
The hurt is something I can’t stop.

What happens now?
What does my future hold?
Did I do the right thing?
All of these questions that I can’t stop.

I find my devotional next to me.
I begin to read it to myself.
One particular line grabs a hold of me.
“GOD wants to dry your tears”.

It’s time to try something new.
It’s time to face my fear of change.
It’s time to begin the healing process.
It’s time to dry my tears.

GOD is with me now.
Just like He always has been.
I need to trust in him.
I need to dry my tears.

Life is not ending,
Yet it is just beginning.
It doesn’t matter what anyone may say.
I am finally drying my tears.